Today, for the first time ever, I had mochi. It was bliss.
It’s been a dream of mine to try some since before I can even remember, and today my friend and I went to a sushi place and tried some for dessert. She didn’t care much for the soft glutinous coating, but I loved it! We each had one chocolate and one green tea mochi–my favourite easily being the green tea one.
Anyways, I just don’t think I’ve ever been so wholly satisfied by something in my life, so I just thought I’d share this news!!
And to take this post in a completely different direction–
Does anyone else feel that young men are just stupid? Unconcerned, uninhibited, raving morons?
Maybe I’m a little bitter, but when I think about sexuality, and I think about my wants and desires, I just can’t even possibly imagine putting them before the feelings of another. Feelings that would inevitably get in the way and be hurt. How can one be so selfish?
I guess I just don’t understand “getting laid” as being a motivation. Sex is a commitment. It’s an expression. It’s a feeling. It shouldn’t be about objectives, it should be about giving someone you care deeply for a place in the world where a beautiful and intimate human connection can be made. Sex should be selfless.
At what point does a man figure that it’s alright to use this for personal gain? Why does he figure that it’s okay to take what he wants rather than become a part of what is being offered?
I don’t know. I’m disgusted. I was used, whether feelings had become involved or not. Sex and love cannot work in opposition as they did in my relationship, and it sickens me that he knew our motivations were different all along.
Wherever you are, and if you ever read this, I truly hope you come to feel like the piece of shit that you are.